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Pay Attention
You’ll notice it by my face and stomach first, slowly my eyes will seem bigger and I’ll look like I’ve not been sleeping and my shirts will seem baggier then usual, after a while you’ll notice my weakness and how I shiver often, now my pants are obviously too big and I’m struggling to keep them up while my hands and wrists look so frail that you’re scared of my touch. It all happens slowly but far too quick to others.
Fast complete
Fasted for 24 hours. Hopefully the scale will show the results tomorrow morning
I Remember
I remember when I could go to a party and not eat a single bite because I was fasting.
I remember when I could walk thru my kitchen and leave with a glass of 0 calorie herbal tea.
I remember going days without food and feeling in control and at peace.
I remember the feeling of hunger pulling my mind away from all other distractions.
I remember stepping on the scale and seeing the numbers drop.
I remember looking in the mirror and seeing my bones start to show.
I remember running my hand along my side and feeling my rib cage.
I remember seeing the bones in my hands and wrists becoming more defined.
I remember my legs becoming smaller and forming a thigh gap.
I remember carrying something against my side and it hurting my hip bones.I remember all of this.
Now I can’t see a package of Oreos without eating them.
Now I can’t go into the kitchen without eating some disgusting piece of food.
Now I can’t go hours without wanting to eat again.
Now the hunger makes me give in to food.
Now I can’t step on the scale without the numbers going higher.
Now I can barely see my bones beneath all of my fat.
Now I can hardly feel my rib cage.
Now the bones in my hands and wrists are practically invisible.
Now my legs are back to being elephant legs.
Now my hip bones are cocooned in disgusting fat.That was then.
This is now.
Soon will be the future.I won’t continue being this disgusting fat worthless piece of shit. I can’t give in to food any more. I won’t give in. I will be strong so I won’t just say “I remember..” but “now I am.”
I’m gonna make myself thin, pretty, beautiful, and perfect. I have to do this.
A Lesson for Young Witches
If you cannot find representations for a given element, remember…
You are supported by a rigid skeleton made of minerals. You are earth.
Your body is over 70% fluid. You are water.
Your lungs take in and expel breath. You are air.
Your blood is warm and your brain runs on electrical impulses. You are fire.
Your essence, however you describe it, resides within you. You are spirit.
You are composed of gifts from every element, and every element is given marvelous life in you.
Never feel that you are insufficiently magical for lack of icons or accoutrements or accessories.
You are ALWAYS magic. You are ALWAYS enough.
Needed this